My name was still the same but my hobby was change too much.
Still like traveling but I never did it for relax again.... (actually travelling makes me fun and refresh before.... but now it makes me scare )
I have someone waiting for me and unluckly he hate traveling, so if I need to traveling I have to go alone and make it as faster as I can.
Still have my birthday but no happy birthday, no any birthday wishes also never ask for a present. No one pray for me anyway....
Still loved singing for someone but now I just singing for my self
I used to have many loved.... but now my heart full of hate
I used to live with lot of energy..... spirit and powerful...
But now I feel empty, useless, and depressed
I was thinking that I am cinderella, the princess.... but now I know that I just Cinders, puppet, also a shield.
I used to be a flower, anything that everybody wanted, but now I become nobody, ignored, rejected.....
Actually I don't feel that I have a happy family. I just trying to look happy.....
I can smile in my sadness or laughing while my heart crying
I don't know which wrong and right.....
I just don't know everything anymore.....
also I don't know about my heart feeling anymore....
it is love or it is hate....
tell me what to do.....
tell me what to say....
tell me anything .... save me.....
I just don't know everything anymore.....
also I don't know about my heart feeling anymore....
it is love or it is hate....
tell me what to do.....
tell me what to say....
tell me anything .... save me.....
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